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[Hey papa, Merry Xmas. Congrats on getting the password. I knew you could. I just wanted to say thank you for everything you’ve helped me with this year. Starting early you accepted me n reagen n let us hangout I loved that. When mama bugged out on me you always let me come over or listen to me talk about it. You let me use your car when I didn’t have my own. You helped me with homework I didn’t understand. You listened to every single thing I had to say and helped me thru it. I love the deep long conversations we always have and I want to have way way more of those moving forward. When me and reagen ended things I felt like you were the only person I could talk to about it and that’s saying sum. No one else. You helped me by making me still go to school and you were always there for me. You drove me to Indy to get my first car and somehow pulled car knowledge out of ur ass to help me fix it. I do 100% feel like you are ALWAYS there for me whenever I need it and that is something I love about you. I do love you with all of my heart. All the stories you tell me and all the talks we have I enjoy every moment of it. You helped me with college and I got accepted solely because of you and I might not have noticed it then but every single thing you told me was correct and helped me in the long run. I know I haven’t done the best this year. I hear you when you tell me about expectations and how much it means for me to keep promises. Idk why I didn’t but things will get better with that I promise. Like any relationship, communication is key and we do that a lot. You have solely taught me how to be a healthy person, whether it’s with managing my emotions, teaching me about how my brain works and how to make smart decisions, teaching me key points to a healthy relationship, you’ve shaped who I am as a person. Genuinely every relationship I have with friends and my baby has been saved because of talks I’ve had with you and things you’ve told me. The month I was single this year was the darkest point of my life but you somehow helped me through it and I turned out fine-ish. I know you are struggling with a lot of stuff rn. You always seem fine and happy but from what you’ve told me about my mom and financial stuff, I know it’s bad. I’m really fuckin sorry about all of it. I wish there was something I could do about it right now but I can’t think of anything except being there for you like you were for me. I always am and I hope you know that. It’s the least I can do to repay you for the amazing life you set up for me. I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you of all people as my dad. Perfect imo. I love you so fuckin much and i hope you are always aware of that. ]