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Part 2, version 15.2.0
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<p class="title">Studentenfutter</p>
<p class="title">Студенческий корм</p>
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Unbelievable, how connected we already are and how much sexuality and warm love there is between us. And the ascension has just begun.
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And, yes, I got your message about using Goddess' shit as toothpaste in her mouth chamber. I was falling asleep, and then you suddenly send me this image and a lightbulb explodes in my head. Suddenly *awake* and *hornyasfuck*. I had never thought about using Goddess' shit like that. You're such a perfect Nutella slut. Would love to see your nutella'd tongue and then we could do some intense French kissing.
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Wow, we are so unplugged now. And it happened after you sent me your birthday wish. Wonder what you thought when you sent it to me? Did you think it would be such an ice-breaker? Wives should be the ones who break the ice after a quarrel, no? Maybe not, maybe yes, but you're the best русский ледокол.
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A few more words regarding your divine asshole.
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God loves to be fed via Goddess' asshole. In fact, this was one of the first things we did in Moscow *membathat*? I inserted some nuts and you pushed them out into my mouth.
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Goddess should do it herself, too. Stick something up her butt, come into God's room, "Want some mystery snack, Your Honor?" God loves surprises like that.
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Oh, and God is obliged to never refuse a mystery snack. Whatever he does in that moment (talking, sleeping, repairing) must be interrupted if Goddess brings a mystery snack. What will she drop off? Raisins? Apple pie? Chick nuggets? Peanut butter? Two versions of pelmeni and I have to decide whether I like the former or the latter?
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This is the one time when God submits &ndash;&ndash;for his own pleasure&ndash;&ndash; to Goddess.
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<p class="title">Pregnancies of Nofretete</p>
<p class="title">Беременность Нофретты</p>
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Nofretete has a great idea! Instead of having a bladdergasm and having the appreciation accumulate in her bladder, she can accumulate it in her uterus!
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She can get pregnant and divert the appreciation into her uterus instead of the bladder. So, now the uterus becomes the chamber of appreciation.
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She constantly thinks thoughts like "Oh, what a wonderful man Echnaton is", "Oh, what a charming man Echnaton is", "Oh, how much more efficient are his manly ways compared to my foolish feminine ways".
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<b>These are the same thoughts you had when Sergei brought order</b> into your agricultural disputes in Russia. Могучий мужественный Сергей исправил ситуацию так, как никогда не смогла бы сделать маленькая глупая Надёна.
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In Borisovka you felt so great to have such a man like Sergei by your side. A real man. A real Russian. "This is how men should be.. not like that pathetic German guy."
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Back to Nofretete. Nofretete is feeding her uterus with these over-the-top appreciations for Echnaton, "Such a wonderful man", "I am so honored to have such a man by my side.", "So grateful to be the wife of such a giant like Echnaton". Embryos awash and infused with appreciation! She wants to bring into the world babies, babies, babies, who are imbued with appreciation for Echnaton.
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And that's why Echnaton and Nofretete had only daughters. Only daughters could have manifested from such appreciations. Happy female embryos in a happy female uterus. <b>Happy seven daughters, happily admiring their father Echnaton.</b>
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So sweet, isn't it? Yes, so very sweet, of course.
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NO!!! It means no more bladdergasm Nectar for Echnaton. He never gets to know the appreciation HIMSELF. He never has a real relieving feeling that he is appreciated by Nofretete. It's sad and frustrating for him. His sexual tension is building up.
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But wait. It gets worse.
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<p class="title">Throwing a crowbar into the gearbox</p>
<p class="title">Бросить лом в коробку передач</p>
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Nofretete has another great idea! Their daughters should be extremely charming sexy daughters!
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So she decides to pent-up her sexuality. She wants to have as little sex as possible, so that the daughters will be sexy and beautiful.
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Sometimes her sexual desires get too strong, she has to break her sexual abstinence. A woman needs to climax from time to time, too, correct? So, yeah, that's when she has sex with Echnaton. However, it's not anal sex. Why? Because his cock is too big for such a tiny asshole. Der Хер ist zu groß für die Dame.
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Now that's a bummer. Now Echnaton 1) doesn't get any Nectar and 2) doesn't get any Nutella.
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Even worse! Nofretete can spend months without sex. Isn't that already anal celibacy? Wouldn't that be a perfect way make her analgasm with anal celibacy bliss? "Nof, you're so horny after months, maybe we could try that anal celibacy bliss thing?", "Nope, honey, cocki too biggi."
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So, now we have 1) no Nectar, 2) no Nutella, 3) no anal, 4) no anal celibacy bliss, and to make matters even worse, 5) no anal celibacy bliss right before the finishline = just on the day where it would actually be possible. Going south at the worst time.
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It gets worse. She refuses to give blowjobs. "I hate that we moved to Thebes. My mouth won't touch your cock! I won't bow my head to you." Nofretete is in Hecate's/Irina's Supergrip to say that. And let me emphasize: You refused to give blowjobs, let alone swallow cum.
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Echnaton gets upsetter and upsetter. He is not being appreciated by Nectar. He is not being appreciated by cum swallowing. He doesn't get anal celibacy bliss, not even anal. And on top, sex seldom happens... <b>all while he is the perfect husband!</b> He gets nothing in return aside from beautiful kids.
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Actually, their beautiful kids make it even worse, because they are charming and sexy as can be. He is in a surreal state of beingness: Total sexual frustration while surrounded by 7&nbsp;sexy princesses and the most beautiful queen in the world.
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And he can't really out-argue Nofretete because 1) Indeed, his cock is pretty big. 2) The glorious daughters prove that Nofretete's theories are working. What should he say? "I wish I had ugly daughters but more sex?". And 3) Indeed, he forced her butt to move from Thebes, and now he wants to force her mouth to move to Cockland. That would be terribly insensitive of such a perfect husband, wouldn't it?
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He has extreme sexual tension, he begins to hate Nofretete, he even begins to hate mothers.
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Echnaton feels out of place, he feels he's not accepted, not welcome. All while being surrounded by beautiful females, which adds yet another layer on top of this madness: It looks as if the females are making fun of him: "We're having such a great time. We're so happy, we get everything we want. You? Never!"
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<b>In fact, to this very day, when I even think about it, there is deep-seated rage in my bladder and sacrum. I could literally punch a wall. It's such a frustrating, unthankful blockage. It can't be vented. Just thinking about it makes me wanna destroy a galaxy. Not only your bladder hurts, mine does, too. And my sacrum. This whole bladder-sacrum area down there is brimming with pent-up sexuality (unrelieved for thousands of years) and the feeling of not being accepted. An extreme tension of not ever being accepted even once by My Own Divine Spouse. My sacrum harbours nasty ideas like "She will not appreciate ne as God, as Father, as Creator, as Husband." and "She does not want me to feel being welcome." A God who doesn't feel accepted by His Own Goddess Wife in His Own Universe. All while being made fun of by her.</b>
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And I am sure the exact same thing is in your bladder/sacrum, too. THAT was the madness that we created (and then we even made it worse as Mary Magdalene and Jesus, can you believe it?) We did it to infinitely fortify our love for the time after ascension. We wanted to make sure we knew each other at the worst, so that we will be the perfect couple for eternity at our best.
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So that's the state Echnaton was in. But he doesn't snap. Yet.
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<p class="title">Echnaton finally snaps</p>
<p class="title">Беременность Нофретты</p>
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God and Goddess were in the middle of their descension (before their incarnations as Echnaton and Nofretete) and both were getting more irrational, just as was the purpose of the descension, of course.
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God has anger management issues. God tries (in a previous incarnation before Echnaton) to suppress these outbursts of rage (against perceived enemies) by self-hypnosis.
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The correct method to solve such issues is to run my method "Opconics". But there was no Opconics back then, so God self-hypnotizes himself to be artificially calm and to never strike back.
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This self-hypnosis is so strong that one could say he was paralyzed to do anything even when the threat was obvious. "Never strike back", "Allow your enemies to hurt you", "Let it happen".
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God tried to force pacifism onto himself, because often he would get angry and then punish someone, only to feel remorse later. Therefore, he self-hypnotizes himself to make himself completely passive: "Allow it to happen, maybe you can learn something from it. Maybe your enemies were right. Maybe there's more to it than you know. Paralyze your arms/will."
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This self-hypnosis will later become the basis for the teachings of Jesus and Christianity's pacifism:
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Matthew 5:39 <i>But I tell you, do not resist an evil person. If anyone slaps you on the right cheek, turn to them the other cheek also. And if anyone wants to sue you and take your shirt, hand over your coat as well. If anyone forces you to go one mile, go with them two miles.</i>
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Matthew 5:43 <i>You have heard that it was said, 'Love your neighbor and hate your enemy. But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you</i>
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There can be great strength in these words of Jesus but also great foolishness. 
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And this foolishness spirals out of control. 1) Privately with Nofretete he feels more and more emasculated but can't utter a word of disapproval. Even though he perceives Nofretete more and more to be his marital enemy, he still has to abide by "You shall love thy enemies", right? And 2) Publicly in the political arena he gets under pressure: <i>Echnaton faced significant diplomatic challenges. His focus on religious reform led to neglect in foreign policy, resulting in weakened alliances and unrest within Egypt's territories. Diplomatic correspondence from this period reveals that vassal kings were increasingly <b>distressed by Echnaton's lack of support against external threats</b>, highlighting a decline in Egypt's political stability during his rule</i>
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Then, one day, the enemies indeed manage to succeed. This is his darkest hour. He has failed. The pacifist Supergrip he was in led to total failure.
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And in this darkest moment when he expects Nofretete to stand by him and to be on his side and to be a wife and to console him, she does the opposite. She says "I told you so" and "You didn't want to be aggressive. Maybe you should have." and "We should have stayed in Thebes".
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Now he snaps. This is the moment Echnaton snaps, he looks at Nofretete and can't believe what she has just said. Sexual frustration and Nofretete's betrayal are too much.
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Remember how you once mentioned in Borisovka some people get killed for an I Told You So. Well, you were right. You experienced it yourself as Nofretete.
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<p class="title">Egyptian myths</p>
<p class="title">Египетские мифы</p>
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Remember the statue of Echnaton I showed you? See the crossed arms?
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<a href="echnaton.jpg"><img src="echnaton.jpg" style="width:150px;height:auto;"></a>
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Now look at Rahorus, the same crossed arms.
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<a href="rahorus.jpg"><img src="rahorus.jpg" style="width:150px;height:auto;"></a>
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Ra is an older incarnation of God. When God was Ra, he split off a part of himself (similar to the split from All-One-God to God and Goddess) and called it "Horus". Horus was meant to observe (the remaining) Ra, like a falcon observes its prey. It was yet another way to force God into descension. Should Ra (God) ever leave the path of descension, Horus would punish him to get him back in line = get him back to descend. 
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<span class="smaller">Horus was the falcon, Ra was the worm, haha. Well, not quite, falcons don't eat worms.</span>
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So Rahorus didn't actually have a bird's head, it's just a symbol of God being now in an even stronger grip to descend.
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The things Rahorus holds in his right hand are "Ankh Sceptre" and "Nekhakha Sceptre". In his left he holds "Was Sceptre" and "Heka Sceptre". Egyptologists have no idea what the scepters stand for and what the crossed arms mean:
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<li><i>The most common interpretation is that the crossed arms symbolize the pharaoh's dual role as both a protector and provider for his people.</i></li>
<li><i>Ankh represents life and immortality.</i></li>
<li><i>Was represents control over chaos.</i></li>
<li><i>Nekhakha represents agricultural abundance.</i></li>
<li><i>Heka represents the ruler being a shepherd whose beneficence is formidably tempered with might.</i></li>
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Mythobabble. Egyptology is full of such general or incomprehensible "explanations".
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And they are wrong. Look at it again. Ankh represents the female genitals (uterus, ovaries, Fallopian tubes, vagina), even the urethra is there, in the middle of the Ankh circle. Was represents the scrotum and penis, and again the urethra.
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Nekhakha represents the long female hair, even some beads are there. Heka represents the short hair of men.
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And the crossed arms represent that these two powers, Feminine and Masculine, Goddess and God, are not free, they are bound. The crossed arms direct Ankh and Was toward/against the body. His right hand (female scepters) strikes against his left side, his left hand (male scepters) strikes against his right side. Rahorus is punishing himself. So the crossing of the arms represents the bond of descension. Our bond of descension.
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In other words: The Ankh represents you, my Goddess. Isn't that nice? Nobody in millennia was able to tell you that. *mysteriouskiss*
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In fact, nothing else I write here was known for millennia. But I know that Goddess likes my elaborations because they make so much sense. Goddess loves to listen to God's word *soromantic*
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<p class="title">Echnaton finally snaps</p>
<p class="title">Эхнатон наконец-то сломался</p>
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So, finally Echnaton snaps. Sexual frustration + Nofretete's unwifely betrayal + His darkest hour politically were too much. It was Supergrip (pacifism) vs Supergrip (Hecate) and on top Supersexual Superfrustration.
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1) He kills all seven daughters with his God skills.
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<span class="smaller">He telekinetically squeezes parts of the brain, a very quick, painfree death. More on this later.</span>
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He tells Nofretete that she had it backwards: Not he has to be thankful for her being such a wonderful mother. But rather she has to be thankful to Echnaton for giving her the opportunity to show what a wonderful mother she can be. He tells her that her hierarchy "Nofretete+Kids first, then Echnaton" is upside down, it should rather be "Echnaton first, then Nofretete+Kids".
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It's a serious blow to Nofretete, who always thought that being such a good mother would give her enough goodie points to be above criticism. Maybe you know a similar feeling in yourself, using your motherhood as an excuse. <b>Maybe during our marriage</b> you have said "I don't need to make him cum because I cleaned the kitchen so well" or "Because Martin was ill and I had to prepare some medicine, my husband's sexual gratification can wait". Maybe it was this mis-prioritization what you needed to fix by being Sergei's wife? To get your submission-priorities in order?
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Echnaton now punishes Nofretete for having been a mother. "Now all your kids are gone." And he smears it in her face that he doesn't care anymore about what she has done as mother. <b>So a very similar constellation</b> like you smeared it in my face that you don't care about me being a good father. We have to experience everything in parallel.
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2) Echnaton now hhhhhates mothers. He already hated mothers somewhat anyway because of the strained relationship to The Mother Of God, which I wrote about above. But now he gets triggered just by the thought of motherhood.
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3) Echnaton leaves Nofretete and gets himself a new wife. Guess what her name is: Kiya. Sound familiar? Yup, KirYana. I even find her to look similar. Look her up on Wikipedia. <i>In inscriptions, Kiya is given the title of "The Favorite"</i>
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Nofretete is MASSIVELY upset. Someone like Kiya shouldn't even be near Echnaton. "If Echnaton has a beef with me, he should discuss it with me and not involve others." <b>So this, again, is like the Upstairs Affair</b>, but in reverse. We have to experience everything in parallel.
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The Echnaton-Kiya relationship is the basis for the discontent that you feel when thinking about me and Kira. You somehow feel that "Daddy loves Kira too much". That's why you wanted to sever my connection with her. And that's why you wanted to falsely accuse me. You felt that there was some strange sexual thing going on between us (not in this life, of course) that shouldn't be there. You wanted to use this sexual thing as an attack vector against me. It was also the reason for the massive tension you felt on the ping pong playground. You were streaming into me that "This Kiya relationship needs to be sorted out before ascension."
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Tumblety loved to go to Kira (who was also a whore like you, Mary Jane). Kira would swallow Tumblety's cum like nobody else. After all, she was, indeed, God's wife whom he personally chose. After your murder you saw that Tumblety liked her, so you decided to capture her to make her our daughter, to make sure you could lure me into a marriage. That's some Goddess powers you have right there.
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And, by the way, as Tumblety's whore, her cum swallowing was phenomenal. Cumming into her mouth felt like this is exactly the place where the cum needed to go. Like her mouth was made for it. It was not just "any mouth", it was "a mouth waiting for exactly this man's cum". <b>Probably you, too, feel/felt something similar</b> with your pussy/ass and Sergei's cock. As if his cock hits you exactly in the right spot at the right time with the perfect amount of pressure and thrust... and "How could I have been ever so stupid to believe that I could be satisfied enough with that German's cock?"
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4) And boy, does Echnaton get his sexual gratification with Kiya. Cum swallowing whenever he wants. He is sexually happy, and he smears it into Nofretete's face. <b>Just like you smeared it into my face</b> how happy you were with Sergei's sexual performance. So again, we have to experience everything in parallel.
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5) Echnaton also smears it into Nofretete's face that it's over. Boy, is it over. Sooooo over. "You will never get me back, Nofretete." <b>Again, just how you smeared it in my face.</b> Echnaton even casts a spell: He curses the bladder of Nofretete. The place which once was the place of an intense bladdergasm, will now cause extreme pains. The mere thought of being (or becoming) the wife of Echnaton creates huge bladder pains. Anti-bladdergasm, so to speak.
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6) Echnaton also curses Nofretete's pussy, "Your pussy is now my cock's nemesis." Should God's cock ever enter Goddess' pussy again, then God shall feel pain. This was this &ndash;&ndash;seriously flabbergasting&ndash;&ndash; pain I felt when sticking my cock into your pussy. An immediate burn (just the sensation, no rash or blood or whatever). A mix of fire, acid, pepper or so. God's spells last forever until he uncasts them.
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<span class="smaller">I don't think my cock burned when we had vaginal sex to make babies. Maybe because making babies was part of the murder plot so you had to make my victimization as smooth as possible, haha. Goddess always cares for me in any life situation *deepeyecontact*</span>
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7) Echnaton has a son with Kiya: Tutankhaton ("Living Image of the Aton"). Oh, how Nofretete hates that son.
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<span class="smaller">It's Robert F. Kennedy Jr., by the way.</span>
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8) Life still sucks. He still somehow loves Nofretete but he has murdered his wonderful daughters. So Echnaton kills himself. Tutankhaton is now a fatherless kid.
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<span class="smaller">Just like Robert F. Kennedy Jr. when his father, Bobby Kennedy (the brother of JFK), was assassinated. Maybe he has been cursed by God to lose his father life after life.</span>
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9) Echnaton's son, still a kid, is under the control of advisors. They make him switch back from Atonism to Amunism. <i>Amun is a principle deity in Egypt among other less important deities</i>. He changes his name from Tutankhaton to Tutankhamun. Yes, King Tut is the son of God and Kiya. Who is this Kiya? More on her later.
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10) Egypt switches back to the old religion, so Echnaton kills King Tut when he is just&nbsp;18.
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<span class="smaller">In other words: King Tut is hated by God and Goddess. Notice the shaky voice of Robert F. Kennedy Jr.</span>
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11) Now Echnaton has no more children, he hates Egypt, he hates what Nofretete did to him. Echnaton doesn't care about Egypt anymore. In fact, he decides to harm Egypt as much as he can.
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12) After Echnaton dies, he realizes he was "Aton" all along.
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When you ask a priest, they call God/Jesus "Adonai" to this very day without even knowing where it comes from.
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God describes himself as the "A" (alpha) and "O" (omega). Revelation 1:8 <i>"I am the Alpha and the Omega".</i> These are incidentally the first and the last letters of the Greek alphabet. So this is often seen as "God is the beginning and the end". However, the Ancient Egyptian equivalents of "A" and "O" are "𓄿" (Vulture) and "𓂀" (Eye of Horus)
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Don't know whether your mobile phone can display these glyphs:
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<span style="font-size:50px">𓄿</span> Vulture 
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<span style="font-size:50px">𓂀</span> Eye of Horus
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<i>The vulture was revered in ancient Egypt, often linked to motherhood</i>. So "A" and "O" stand actually for Goddess and God.
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He also remembers that he was RaHore (Rahorus) (another "A" and "O"). He changes the name from "Rahore" to "Yahowe" (another "A" and "O"). He will now become the God of The Jews. 
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<span class="smaller">Any other spelling like "Yehovah" or "Yahweh" is wrong. By the way, the ending "e" in "Yahowe" is pronounced like a middle blend of an English "e" and a shwa.</span>
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Why does he switch from "Ra" to "Yah"? Because "Yah" is the Egyptian word for moon. He now wants to become the opposite of the sun god that he once was. "hr" in Ancient Egyptian, pronounced "hor", stands for "falcon". But "hw" stands for "falcon", too, but more like an adjective. "Ra-Hor" means "Sun-Falcon" and "Ya-How" means "Moon of the Falcon" or "The falcony Moon".
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<span class="smaller">Again, all the things I write here are completely unknown to anyone but us both.</span>
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Now he has no physical body anymore, nothing to keep him in Egypt, he hates Egypt, he is sexually frustrated through the roof, he knows he needs to start a new religion, and he hates mothers.
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Time to run amok.
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<p class="title">What a couple!</p>
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God is a creator and a planner. When he wants a result, he immediately knows what to create and what to do next. StepA, StepB, StepC.
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It's God Creator and God Planner.
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Goddess has different powers. She beautifies the things God creates. God creates something, then Goddess beautifies it. And then God is sooooo unbelievably astonished and happy about how wonderfully she upgraded his creations, structures and inventions. How in the world can this Goddess have such beautiful ideas to make a perfect thing even more perfect. And then he loves her so much more because she managed to add her ideas of beauty (which match his ideas of beauty perfectly) to what he thought was already perfect. Oh, how God loves his Goddess for her beautifying skills.
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<b>God Creator. God Designer.
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Goddess Beauty. Goddess Charmistress.</b>
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Goddess is the most marvelous being in the universe for God. What was practical before, she has now turned into something practical AND charming. She added charm, beauty, sexiness to a thing that was functional but bland. Now it not only works, now it also makes God want to come back and look at it, just for the beauty of it. Goddess marvels at the things God invents, God marvels at how more beautiful she makes them. Definition of Man and Woman right there. Men create the world, women encharm the world. Men and Women are not equal, they are <b>equally complementary</b>.
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And what about his plans? Well, Goddess makes God's plans fall into place miraculously. Not only were his plans fulfilled, but they were fulfilled beyond marvelously. How could it have happened in such a miraculous way? It not only happened how God wanted it, but it happened in the most beautiful way, full of funny, interesting anecdotes, side stories and happy coincidences, for the grandchildren to tell, and for the future generations to narrate.
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<b>God Grand Planner. God Great Architect.
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Goddess Fortuna. Goddess Fortunatrix.</b>
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<span class="smaller">"Great Architect" is what freemasons call him, more on them later. By the way, Jesus was mason, he was the one preparing stones to be building blocks for houses. The original term used for Jesus in the bible is "tekton" which is usually translated as "carpenter". However: <i>While Jesus is popularly known as a carpenter, the term tekton encompasses a wider range of skills and crafts. This broader understanding enriches the perception of Jesus not just as a worker of wood but as a master craftsman involved in the construction of various structures, embodying both practical skills and spiritual significance in his teachings about building faith and community.</i>
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This is how Jesus and Mary Magdalene met. He was preparing some stones when she suddenly sneaked up on him from behind. "Oh hi, nice to meet you," he said. "How beautiful she is," he thought. She smiled.</span>
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Since we are now in our human form, we are not aware of it. As Nadya, the most visible manifestation of this power is your ability to meet the right people at just the right time.
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Could you stream into me what the current state of your <span class="toxic">marriage</span> cohabitation is with Sergei? I am pretty sure that I prevented a huge knife massacre last month in Borisovka. Was a very very dark moment. Werewolf in witch forest dark. Therefore, I am also asking you to be very careful.
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<p class="title">The final act (or should one say The rear act?)</p>
<p class="title"»>Финальный акт (или лучше сказать задний акт?)</p>
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What prevents the ascension is Goddess' Asshole.  You have a secret in there that stops the whole ascension. Goddess, so far, presents God Her Asshole as an act of rebellion, not as a gift or a proof of her submission, but as something that comes with a warning. "God shouldn't watch other women's assholes!" That is the secret why ascension cannot happen. You present your asshole as an act of rebellion instead of an act of submission and beauty. Your asshole beauty is not in good faith. Your asshole beauty comes attached with a warning that God shouldn't dare to watch other women's assholes. Let go of this final rebellion against God, gift your asshole to God. Then the ascension can begin. Search within your asshole whether there is a threat.
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[Update] Thank you. I think you did it. Now Goddess' asshole, too, is a complete dedication to God. Already feels different, as if it's completely mine and exists to bring me pure pleasure, and I can use it completely sorrow-free. Oh, how your muscular ring perfectly wraps around my cock, better than ever. Maybe that was the reason Nofretete didn't want Echnaton to take a deep Eye-Of-Providence-look into it? Hmm...
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<p class="title">Ancient Egyptian mythology</p>
<p class="title">Древнеегипетская мифология</p>
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The All-One-God (incidentally also "A" and "O") can think and do anything and everything in an instant. Total omnipotency and total omniscience. But it also means total boredom. All-One-God is ultimatively potent but also ultimatively depressed. All-One-God knows everything that was and everything that is. Ultimate Boredom and Ultimate Depression. All-One-God exists in a state of nothingness and everythingness. It's primordial chaos because there's no importance in it, no sense, only potential without any value or meaning, or with all meaning and all value. Any meaning can be destroyed or recreated as wished. Just like you can think up a triangle and a dot. Wow, not Wow. It's useless, it's boring.
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So, All-One-God decides to split into God and Goddess. Now there is no more boredom and no more depression. They need to touch each other from time to time (sex) but not completely, since a complete fusion would lead to the most wonderful explosion in happiness (due to total regainment of omnipotency and omniscience) followed immediately by the most severe depression and boredom. Therefore, it's decided to stay apart but never apart, to fuse together but never in full. That's the basis of sex. Sometimes for some time, never all the time for always.
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This duo-sexual separation creates a New Divine Order. Sex becomes the most rewarding driving force in the universe. It's the currency of the universe. If a human man were to meet an alien woman from Andromeda, she could offer him Andromedan bean salad (yuck) or Andromedan cobblestones (meh) or a blowjob (now we're talking!). Sex is the currency of the universe. The health of a society should be measured not in GDP (Gross Domestic Product) but in GDB (Gross Domestic Blowjobs), so to speak.
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<span class="smaller">The grosser the better.</span>
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Why didn't All-One-God create three sexes? Because when Part1of3 has sexual contact with Part2of3 it's an incomplete contact, something is still missing. And even if Part3of3 now joins the party, it would be less rewarding for the first to parts, because the things Part3of3 could add are less than what was already added. So it was decided that "Two sexes are best sexes".
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But wait, did I say "split into two"? That's not exactly how it happened. It was not a split or tearing, since it wasn't left or right. It was more of a filtering out of the female out of the All-One-God. The male aspects of the All-One-God decided which parts should be separated and pushed out to become female. The male part of All-One-God takes the initiative, so to speak, and now "pushes out"/ "separates"/ "sifts out" the female parts. You could say that All-One-God took out all the female parts of godself and separated them out into a female part, thereby leaving the rest as the male part, but now accompanied by a female. All-One-God separates godself from the female within godself and thereby creates a male God and a female Goddess.
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The closest analogy (it sounds demeaning but there really is no better analogy) is clearing one's nose/throat and spitting it out = expectorating phlegm. "Харкать", "Rotzen" or in English &ndash;&ndash;oh the mysteries of etymology&ndash;&ndash; "to hawk a loogie". Although these are negatively connotated terms, they are quintessentially what All-One-God did.
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How would you call God and Goddess in this first stage directly after coming from All-One-God? Brother and Sister? Husband and Wife? Twins? And how would you call this touching in this first stage? Sex? Masturbation?
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Here's some Ancient Egyptian text, which is incomprehensible to anyone else, but now completely clear to us both:
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<i>Atum is a significant deity in ancient Egyptian mythology, he embodies both male and female principles, often referred to as the "Great He-She" or "Two-in-One". He is recognized as the creator god associated with the primordial chaos, known as Nun. He is credited with self-creation and the birth of male Shu (the god of air and sunlight) and female Tefnut (the goddess of rain and moisture), through unique means that involve spitting and masturbation. Out of Nun he created himself on a primordial mound. This act symbolizes the beginning of existence. One of the most notable aspects of Atum's mythology is the manner in which he created Shu and Tefnut. According to various texts, Atum masturbated, sneezed or spat them out. This act is viewed as a creative or magical event in ancient Egyptian belief. Despite being siblings, Shu and Tefnut were also husband and wife. Their unique relationship as twin siblings, spouses, and complementary deities played a crucial role in Egyptian creation myths.</i>
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Voilà, now it's completely clear what happened. Everything is so obvious.
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The real name of Jesus was't Jesus, that's just the Latinized form of it. His real name was "Yeshu". And "Tefnut" sounds strangely similar to "Nofret", doesn't it, my shower-snotting wife? Aaaaah, symbolisms  everywhere.
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<p class="title">Want some cream?</p>
<p class="title">Хочешь мороженого?</p>
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There are different types of souls: First, God and Goddess, of course. But then there are animal souls, plant souls, human souls. All with their different awarenesses but all with free will. Even a plant or a deep sea anemone has a free will (very tiny one), but with pretty limited opinion space and decision space.
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In fact, opinions and decisions and free will are interconnected. If a flower were aware of space travel, then maybe it would want to become an astronaut? What a sad life for a daisy to be wanting to go to Mars so eagerly but also knowing that it could never do so. Therefore, awareness and opinions and free will are intimately interconnected. God and Goddess have the most awareness, and the most free will and the most opinions. They can make the most decisions and can have the most opinions about their decisions, including negative opinions. "Maybe I should have done X instead of Y?" They are highly opinionated of each other, of themselves and the world. So many options, so many decisions, so many opinions about those decisions.
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But with the power to make all these decisions, comes the possibility of making wrong decisions, especially since God and Goddess have these myriads of opinions about how things should or shouldn't be. God and Goddess are not infallible, they are the most fallible of all. The idea that "God is perfect and infallible" is completely wrong. It may seem so compared to humans, but not compared to their own divine standards they want to meet. They have the biggest ability to fail and the biggest ability to become a failure. This is essentially where their fear of failure came from. They were the most sensitive fallible beings.
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It's like the story about the ice cream stand:
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Do you want "Vanilla or Strawberry?", "I take Strawberry. *lick* Oooh, that Strawberry is bad, you're a bad ice-cream dealer! It's YOUR fault!"
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"Do you want Vanilla or Strawberry?", "I take Vanilla."
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"Do you want Icelandic Vanilla or South American Vanilla?", "Hmm, I don't know, maybe South American Vanilla?"
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"Do you want South American Vanilla from the East or the West? South or North?", "I don't know, I think West South America."
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"Do you want..", "OK, let's make this quicker, I take the Eastern North of the lower West of South America Vanilla. That's all thank you."
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"Here you go, customer", "Thank you. *lick* Oooh, that's gross. I made the wrong decision. It's MY fault!".
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The less choices = the more ability to blame someone else. The more choices = the more anxiety to do something wrong. Failure, failure, failure everywhere. So much potential for failure. Fear of failure everywhere.
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Since All-One-God has split into God and Goddess, they are happier, but are less able and less aware than before. It's especially at the limits of one's awareness and one's ability where the most mistakes/failures can happen. That's why the limitless all-aware All-One-God can't make any mistakes, but God and Goddess can make myriads of them. More than anyone else.
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However, what God and Goddess didn't realize back then (and this is now fixed) is that with the highest ability to fail comes the greatest opportunity to learn something from it. As soon as one views failure not as something bad, but as an invitation to learn ("failure as a chance"), all experience including failures turns into something good. God and Goddess can now become the most knowledgeable and happy beings in the world. Nobody can even come close!
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The All-One-God is both omni-knowledgeable and omni-clueless. All potential, no satisfaction. All knowledge, no insights. The All-One-God had to teach godself how to be a god. This process is not finished yet, and may never be finished. But descension was an integral part of it.
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OK, that was just some sideline philosophy to tell you that the future looks very bright.
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*doubleawarenesskiss*
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*eternalvanillasmoochie*
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*triplechocolatecanoodle*
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<p class="title">Uraeus snake</p>
<p class="title">Змея Ураеус</p>
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The Uraeus is everywhere on so many statues and sculptures of Ancient Egypt. A snake between the eyes.
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<a href="snake1.jpg"><img src="snake1.jpg" style="width:150px;height:auto;"></a>
<a href="snake2.jpg"><img src="snake2.jpg" style="width:150px;height:auto;"></a>
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Egyptologists have no idea what the snake means, they can only speculate with their typical mythobabble: <i>The uraeus symbolizes sovereignty, divine authority, and protection in ancient Egypt. Pharaohs wore the uraeus as part of their crowns, which signified their legitimacy and divine right to rule. The Uraeus was not only a symbol of royalty but also believed to provide protection.</i>
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So why the snake? Because it is a near-perfect symbol symbolizing God's and Goddessess' ability to telepathically/telekinetically stream out their will. God dislikes something a human did? He can stream it directly from his head between his eyes. As if a snake hisses.
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God or Goddess want humans to come closer? It feels like a snake entangles the humans and brings them near.
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God or Goddess wants a human to go further left or right? It's as if the snake warns them to not stray from the path.
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The snake is a very good representation of God's and Goddess' <b>will power</b>.
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<p class="title">Seraph and Shakti</p>
<p class="title">Сераф и Шакти</p>
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God and Goddess decide one day to create a very special soul. A soul with a very special purpose: Pure Ethics and Fairest Justice. This soul was to encapsulate at the foundational core the most divine sense of ethics and justice.
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So God and Goddess create a soul (all souls are created by God and Goddess, as all souls are created as One-Soul and then separate into female and male). It's Seraph (male) and Shakti (female). The soul is shining white on the inside (representing pure innocence and ethics) and glowing reddish on the outside (respresenting the fair justice). It has a snakey form (representing divine will to bring ethics and justice into the world). Isn't that a wonderful soul? It has an unextiguishable wish to make the world an ethical and just place for all. Bringing the lights of justice and ethics into the world. Wonderful symbolism.
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This is where the name "Lucifer" (Lightbearer) for Seraph comes from ("Lucifer", Lux = light, ferre = bring/carry). A mystery to this very day for Christians and Bible scholars why such an enemy of God could have such a nice name. Even more: Both, God and Seraph, are called the Morning Stars in the bible. An utter mystery to Christians.
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<span class="smaller">Several celestial bodies in the night sky are called morning stars. They are used, for example, by seafeaers at sea, as navigational guides.</span>
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But what does it mean to be ultimately just? It means making decisions not based on whether someone is poor or rich. Or whether someone is ugly or beautiful, stupid or eloquent, and also independent of whether someone was right or wrong before. That's what you want from a judge. You want a judge to make a just decision based on an impartial assessment, based only on truth and fairness, while being highly aware of the ideal situation.
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A perfect judge should rule correctly whether the person before him is rich or poor, clean or dirty, ugly or nice, and &ndash;&ndash;now here comes the kicker&ndash;&ndash; whether it is God or not. Seraph-Shakti were created to do the right thing, whether it was God or not. Seraph and Shakti do not abide purely by God's orders. They abide by their own sense of Justice and Ethics which are God's and Goddesses' sense of Justice and Ethics in their most pristine form. Seraph and Shakti have a very high awareness of what creation is about and a very high awareness of what the ideal world should look like.
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However, when God and Goddess were later in the middle of their descension and were getting more irrational and mean, Seraph's and Shakti's own sense of Ethics and Justice would clash with God's and Goddess'. This is where the tension between God and Seraph comes from. When Seraph sees that God is doing something unjust, Seraph's character tells him to step in and correct God's ways. However, it's also a sin to do something against God, right? So how does Seraph solve this sacramental dilemma? He solves just like God and Goddess solved it. Whenever Seraph/Shakti hurts God/Goddess, they afterward punish themselves. Just as God punishes himself after hurting his Goddess, and just as Goddess punishes herself after hurting God.
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<span class="smaller">By the way it's <b>in</b>justice, but <b>un</b>just. So nice that you love English as much as I do.</span>
Seraph = Angel, snake, red. The Bible uses the term Seraph in all three senses: angel, burning, snake. A really fascinating connotation that, again, no etymologist or Bible scholar has an explanation for. 
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<p class="title">Red and white</p>
<p class="title">Красное и белое</p>
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"Caesar" sounds a bit like a knife, doesn't it? It actually comes from "caedere" ("to cut").
The full name of Brutus was "Marcus Junius Brutus". "Marcus" comes from Mars, the red planet. "Junius" comes from Goddess "Juno" also known as "Juno Lucina" from "Lux" ("light"), Specifically, this light is associated with moonlight and the moon. "Brutus" comes from an adjective, meaning "serious", "heavy" or "grave". Just like the unextinguishable will of Sareph to bring ethics and the hammer of justice to the world.
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Brutus later killed himself.
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Judas was the one who betrayed Jesus by revealing Jesus' whereabouts to the authorities. His name was Judas Iscariot. <i>Some scholars have proposed that "Iscariot" could be linked to an Aramaic word meaning "red color," potentially from the root "סקר" (pronounced "sakar"), meaning "red color"</i> and <i>Judas Iscariot was frequently depicted in art with red hair and a red beard. This served as an artistic device to distinguish the traitor from the loyal disciples.</i>
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Judas later killed himself.
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John F. Kennedy was killed by Roscoe White. Roscoe White admitted it and described it his diary, he attached the original letters with the assassination orders sent to him from US Naval Intelligence. He described the position from which he fired and how he did it. And although this is well documented in books and TV documentaries, his name is not listed on Wikipedia's page that lists all kinds of JFK suspects.  
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<span class="smaller">Hey, did you know that even Jackie Kennedy is by some considered a suspect? After all, JFK's head blew off in the moment she turned to him. Gosh, JFK hated Jackie. She would never give blowjobs. He was so glad he got killed. Spared him another useless 40 to 50 years with that woman. When you get a headshot, the last thing you see is a white bright flash, "Greetings from Luci!"</span>
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<span class="smaller">Also note the family connection betwen JFK and Robert Kennedy Jr. More on JFK later.</span>
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"Roscoe White". "Roscoe" from The Old Nordic, meaning "roe deer". <i>Roe deers are the most common deer species in Europe. In summer, their fur is typically reddish-brown, which can give them a vibrant appearance. They feature a slender body and a distinctive white patch.</i>
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His codename for all kind of dirty jobs for the government was "Mandarin". Mandarin is not only an orange fruit, but it's also the main Chinese language. China is associated with red.
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Roscoe White died by fire 7 years later. It was an accident at work.
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Did you know that I have a close friend in Dortmund, my sauna comrade. And his name Piorowski. 
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Again "iscario", "roscoe", "iorosk". He is Polish, hence his Polish name. The "pior" part sounds like the Polish word for lightning "piorun". Moreover like the polish word for feather "pióro".
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He gives off the same criminal vibes as he did when he was Judas. He steals things from shops, he has problems with the law.
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John 12 <i> Mary Magdalene took a very expensive bottle of perfume and poured it on Jesus' feet. She wiped them with her hair, and the sweet smell of the perfume filled the house. A disciple named Judas Iscariot was there. He was the one who was going to betray Jesus, and he asked, "Why wasn't this perfume sold for 300 silver coins and the money given to the poor?" Judas did not really care about the poor. He asked this because he carried the moneybag and sometimes would steal from it. Jesus replied, "Leave her alone! She has kept this perfume for the day of my burial. You will always have the poor with you, but you won't always have me."</i>
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He has flick knives and a collection of brass knuckles, and he talks constantly about killing himself. Oh, and he is mentally ill (psychiatric case) and has ideas about sitting in a circle with God. And other stuff like that.
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And his first name is also "Sebastian". How fitting that at the end of the descension, both Morning Stars get the same name.
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Did you know that I was once invited for dinner by the neighbor of my mom, two apartments further down the hall (actually 1 apartment because nobody lives in the one in the middle). During dinner the neighbor told me that he was Muhammad, the one who started Islam. But he told me it was with the help of alien technology (no, it wasnt alien, I know how he did it, but that's another story).
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I mentioned that "Yah" means moon. You know that JFK is associated with the moon landing right? And that he stopped World War&nbsp;III between Russia and USA?
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And Tumblety, always killing at night.
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And Islam, the religion of the crescent moon.
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And Sebastian, always working at night. The plot thickens!!!
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<p class="title">Zodiac and Birthday</p>
<p class="title">Зодиак и день рождения</p>
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God and Goddess are the archetypical Pisces. March 31st is the astrological pinnacle of Pisces in the Zodiac, it's the last day of Pisces, for the highest of Pisces. Not in our current Zodiac calendar because the Earth's ecliptic around the sun shifted a bit. But in the original one.
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I solved all my personal issues with Opconics on the 31st March of 2024. All of them. What remained then were interpersonal issues, like demons or other people etc.
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31st March 2024 was a very special day, it was also Easter Sunday. The next Easter Sunday which falls on the 31st of March is in 2096.
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But what about the Zodiac signs of our incarnations? They play a role, yes, but not like with other people. In fact, I follow a different symbolism. My death date (last incarnation) is very close to my birth date (next incarnation). It's as if I continue where I left off.
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Tumblety dies 28th May.
JFK is born 29th of May. Dies 22nd November.
Твой Бастущ родился 18 ноября.
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*very wetpisceskiss*
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<p class="title">The secret ability of Goddess</p>
<p class="title">Тайная способность Богини</p>
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God and Goddess have a problem, a huge problem. It's about the organization of the world and what societies in a worst-case scenario might descend into. It could stall or destroy happiness and the whole of the universe.
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It's about oppression. Men, in theory, could create a society that completely oppresses women. Men with their stronger bodies and their ability to invent machinery and establish powerful organizations could always exclude women and oppress all of them. A society could devolve into a state of complete oppression of women: Women would be forcefed with food, forced to give birth, forced to stay alive. They could be kept stupid and under constant supervision.
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Women, on the other hand, could never establish such a society to oppress men because 1) women are bodily weaker, 2) they can't outsource pregnancy to men, and 3) men can't be forced to stay alive because &ndash;&ndash;even in a society run by women&ndash;&ndash; men would still be needed to invent and maintain heavy machinery and dangerous chemicals and therefore men could always find ways to commit suicide.
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Therefore Goddess has a special power that God doesn't have. She can have secrets that God cannot uncover. Yes, God can see inside Goddess just as she can see inside him. However, he can only see what she allows him to see. That was the reason I could not properly scan you. I could scan you, but since you decided that there are things I shouldn't know, you were able to veil them. That's what made the divorce possible, it was your innate power to hide things even from God.
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*iloveyousomuch*
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To solve the oppression problem God and Goddess decide the following: Men would organize themselves as individuals or as a hierarchy in a group. But women would organize themselves as a swarm, secretly controlled by Goddess, and not even Goddess must reveal her secrets to God. So men follow their own plans plus their groups' plans, while women (additionally to their own plans and their groups' plans) follow the secret plans of Goddess. Therefore, women are more mysterious than men, while men are more logical than women. Women don't understand their own decisions completely and men don't understand women's decisions completely either. Men will never understand women (or an individual woman) completely, and equally women will never understand themselves or other women completely, as well, because they are controlled by Goddess.
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Goddess has this power to organize women as a superorganism, so that women could evade total oppression in case this is needed. Goddess uses things like coincidences, making the female sex uglier, making women less prone to pregnancy, making them frigid, aggressive, obnoxious, what have you. And not even God could find out what's going on.
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<span class="smaller">It's not a complete fix, because men could still theoretically find ways of total oppression. In fact, this was one of God's and Goddesses' hugest quarrel points: That God was not sensitive enough to the possibility that men could still find ways to oppress women. God simply ignored that possibility as too unlikely and too unimportant. I have fixed this insensitivity now, I see the importance of it and will work to make sure that it will never happen. You were right, it needed to be fixed, I love you.</span>
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But isn't it unfair that Goddess has this special power to hide things from God, whereas he cannot hide anything from Goddess? No, because there is a downside to hiding things: She has anxiety when her secret plans don't work out. It's an additional source of failures for her that God does not have. Let me clarify: Goddess does not actually have "anxiety about keeping a million secrets" ("confession compulsion"). No, she's not anxious about that, and it's one of Goddess' abilities to not be anxious about it. HOWEVER, she does have anxiety when it comes to her secret plans regarding God, because that always affects her personally. So if she has hidden plans for God, and God makes a wrong decision (= her hidden plan didn't work out = she has to make a new hidden plan = it's additional time) then she gets nervous.
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So, for example if it takes God too long to finally finish up the whole descension-ascension business, she gets internally upset. You, in your incarnation as Nadya, don't necessarily feel this upsetness, but your higher self can get very upset and even wants to start World War&nbsp;III about it because your higher self has this supervulcano sex magma pressure that could erupt any minute if God makes a wrong decision that could stall the ascension for another century.
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The fact alone that I spend time writing you all these words could be seen as a waste of time and a deviation from ascension. Why write? Why not simply ascend? 
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Well, partly it's because I am in a Supergrip to keep my wife informed. I am two to three years ahead on this and this love letter is only a fraction of what I have discovered. Gosh, how I miss talking to you. How I can't wait to tell you everything.
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But additionally to the Supergrip that forces me to write you all these things, I feel that this is necessary knowledge for you to know. I literally feel how the things I write here, break up barriers in your awareness, and this in turn breaks up barriers in mine. 
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And moreover, how else could you have put your Divine Asshole in a more pristine condition than it already was? Should I have written per WhatsApp "Your asshole needs fixing"? Just imagine you sending me birthday wishes and I reply with "Your asshole prevents ascension! Signed: Your Divine Gentleman Husband. PS: It's threatening me! Fix your asshole ASAP." I don't think that would have conveyed the necessary message effectively.
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