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Part 2, version 9.0.0
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<p class="title">Studentenfutter</p>
<p class="title">Студенческий корм</p>
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Unbelievable, how connected we already are and how much sexuality and warm love there is between us. And the ascension has just begun.
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And, yes, I got your message about using Goddess' shit as toothpaste in her mouth chamber. I was falling asleep, and then you suddenly send me this image and a lightbulb explodes in my head. Suddenly *awake* and *hornyasfuck*. I had never thought about using Goddess' shit like that. You're such a perfect Nutella slut. Would love to see your nutella'd tongue and then we could do some intense French kissing.
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Wow, we are so unplugged now. And it happened after you sent me your birthday wish. Wonder what you thought when you sent it to me? Did you think it would be such an ice-breaker? Wives should be the ones who break the ice after a quarrel, no? Maybe not, maybe yes, but you're the best русский ледокол.
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A few more words regarding your divine asshole.
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God loves to be fed via Goddess' asshole. In fact, this was one of the first things we did in Moscow *membathat*? I inserted some nuts and you pushed them out into my mouth.
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Goddess should do it herself, too. Stick something up her butt, come into God's room, "Want some mystery snack, Your Honor?" God loves surprises like that.
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Oh, and God is obliged to never refuse a mystery snack. Whatever he does in that moment (talking, sleeping, repairing) must be interrupted if Goddess brings a mystery snack. What will she drop off? Raisins? Apple pie? Chick nuggets? Peanut butter? Two versions of pelmeni and I have to decide whether I like the former or the latter?
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This is the one time when God submits &ndash;&ndash;for his own pleasure&ndash;&ndash; to Goddess.
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<p class="title">Pregnancies of Nofretete</p>
<p class="title">Беременность Нофретты</p>
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Nofretete has a great idea! Instead of having a bladdergasm and having the appreciation accumulate in her bladder, she can accumulate it in her uterus!
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She can get pregnant and divert the appreciation into her uterus instead of the bladder. So, now the uterus becomes the chamber of appreciation.
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She constantly thinks thoughts like "Oh, what a wonderful man Echnaton is", "Oh, what a charming man Echnaton is", "Oh, how much more efficient are his manly ways compared to my foolish feminine ways".
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<b>These are the same thoughts you had when Sergei brought order</b> into your agricultural disputes in Russia. Могучий мужественный Сергей исправил ситуацию так, как никогда не смогла бы сделать маленькая глупая Надёна.
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In Borisovka you felt so great to have such a man like Sergei by your side. A real man. A real Russian. "This is how men should be.. not like that pathetic German guy."
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Back to Nofretete. Nofretete is feeding her uterus with these over-the-top appreciations for Echnaton, "Such a wonderful man", "I am so honored to have such a man by my side.", "So grateful to be the wife of such a giant like Echnaton". Embryos awash and infused with appreciation! She wants to bring into the world babies, babies, babies, who are imbued with appreciation for Echnaton.
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And that's why Echnaton and Nofretete had only daughters. Only daughters could have manifested from such appreciations. Happy female embryos in a happy female uterus. <b>Happy seven daughters, happily admiring their father Echnaton.</b>
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So sweet, isn't it? Yes, so very sweet, of course.
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NO!!! It means no more bladdergasm Nectar for Echnaton. He never gets to know the appreciation HIMSELF. He never has a real relieving feeling that he is appreciated by Nofretete. It's sad and frustrating for him. His sexual tension is building up.
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But wait. It gets worse.
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<p class="title">Throwing a crowbar into the gearbox</p>
<p class="title">Бросить лом в коробку передач</p>
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Nofretete has another great idea! Their daughters should be extremely charming sexy daughters!
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So she decides to pent-up her sexuality. She wants to have as little sex as possible, so that the daughters will be sexy and beautiful.
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Sometimes her sexual desires get too strong, she has to break her sexual abstinence. A woman needs to climax from time to time, too, correct? So, yeah, that's when she has sex with Echnaton. However, it's not anal sex. Why? Because his cock is too big for such a tiny asshole. Der Хер ist zu groß für die Dame.
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Now that's a bummer. Now Echnaton 1) doesn't get any Nectar and 2) doesn't get any Nutella.
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Even worse! Nofretete can spend months without sex. Isn't that already anal celibacy? Wouldn't that be a perfect way make her analgasm with anal celibacy bliss? "Nof, you're so horny after months, maybe we could try that anal celibacy bliss thing?", "Nope, honey, cocki too biggi."
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So, now we have 1) no Nectar, 2) no Nutella, 3) no anal, 4) no anal celibacy bliss, and to make matters even worse, 5) no anal celibacy bliss right before the finishline = just on the day where it would actually be possible. Going south at the worst time.
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It gets worse. She refuses to give blowjobs. "I hate that we moved to Thebes. My mouth won't touch your cock! I won't bow my head to you." Nofretete is in Hecate's/Irina's Supergrip to say that. And let me emphasize: You refused to give blowjobs, let alone swallow cum.
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Echnaton gets upsetter and upsetter. He is not being appreciated by Nectar. He is not being appreciated by cum swallowing. He doesn't get anal celibacy bliss, not even anal. And on top, sex seldom happens... <b>all while he is the perfect husband!</b> He gets nothing in return aside from beautiful kids.
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Actually, their beautiful kids make it even worse, because they are charming and sexy as can be. He is in a surreal state of beingness: Total sexual frustration while surrounded by 7&nbsp;sexy princesses and the most beautiful queen in the world.
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And he can't really out-argue Nofretete because 1) Indeed, his cock is pretty big. 2) The glorious daughters prove that Nofretete's theories are working. What should he say? "I wish I had ugly daughters but more sex?". And 3) Indeed, he forced her butt to move from Thebes, and now he wants to force her mouth to move to Cockland. That would be terribly insensitive of such a perfect husband, wouldn't it?
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He has extreme sexual tension, he begins to hate Nofretete, he even begins to hate mothers.
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Echnaton feels out of place, he feels he's not accepted, not welcome. All while being surrounded by beautiful females, which adds yet another layer on top of this madness: It looks as if the females are making fun of him: "We're having such a great time. We're so happy, we get everything we want. You? Never!"
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<b>In fact, to this very day, when I even think about it, there is deep-seated rage in my bladder and sacrum. I could literally punch a wall. It's such a frustrating, unthankful blockage. It can't be vented. Just thinking about it makes me wanna destroy a galaxy. Not only your bladder hurts, mine does, too. And my sacrum. This whole bladder-sacrum area down there is brimming with pent-up sexuality (unrelieved for thousands of years) and the feeling of not being accepted. An extreme tension of not ever being accepted even once by My Own Divine Spouse. My sacrum harbours nasty ideas like "She will not appreciate ne as God, as Father, as Creator, as Husband." and "She does not want me to feel being welcome." A God who doesn't feel accepted by His Own Goddess Wife in His Own Universe. All while being made fun of by her.</b>
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And I am sure the exact same thing is in your bladder/sacrum, too. THAT was the madness that we created (and then we even made it worse as Mary Magdalene and Jesus, can you believe it?) We did it to infinitely fortify our love for the time after ascension. We wanted to make sure we knew each other at the worst, so that we will be the perfect couple for eternity at our best.
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So that's the state Echnaton was in. But he doesn't snap. Yet.
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<p class="title">Echnaton finally snaps</p>
<p class="title">Беременность Нофретты</p>
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God and Goddess were in the middle of their descension (before their incarnations as Echnaton and Nofretete) and both were getting more irrational, just as was the purpose of the descension, of course.
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God has anger management issues. God tries (in a previous incarnation before Echnaton) to suppress these outbursts of rage (against perceived enemies) by self-hypnosis.
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The correct method to solve such issues is to run my method "Opconics". But there was no Opconics back then, so God self-hypnotizes himself to be artificially calm and to never strike back.
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This self-hypnosis is so strong that one could say he was paralyzed to do anything even when the threat was obvious. "Never strike back", "Allow your enemies to hurt you", "Let it happen".
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God tried to force pacifism onto himself, because often he would get angry and then punish someone, only to feel remorse later. Therefore, he self-hypnotizes himself to make himself completely passive: "Allow it to happen, maybe you can learn something from it. Maybe your enemies were right. Maybe there's more to it than you know. Paralyze your arms/will."
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This self-hypnosis will later become the basis for the teachings of Jesus and Christianity's pacifism:
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Matthew 5:39 <i>But I tell you, do not resist an evil person. If anyone slaps you on the right cheek, turn to them the other cheek also. And if anyone wants to sue you and take your shirt, hand over your coat as well. If anyone forces you to go one mile, go with them two miles.</i>
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Matthew 5:43 <i>You have heard that it was said, 'Love your neighbor and hate your enemy. But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you</i>
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There can be great strength in these words of Jesus but also great foolishness. 
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And this foolishness spirals out of control. 1) Privately with Nofretete he feels more and more emasculated but can't utter a word of disapproval. Even though he perceives Nofretete more and more to be his marital enemy, he still has to abide by "You shall love thy enemies", right? And 2) Publicly in the political arena he gets under pressure: <i>Echnaton faced significant diplomatic challenges. His focus on religious reform led to neglect in foreign policy, resulting in weakened alliances and unrest within Egypt's territories. Diplomatic correspondence from this period reveals that vassal kings were increasingly <b>distressed by Echnaton's lack of support against external threats</b>, highlighting a decline in Egypt's political stability during his rule</i>
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Then, one day, the enemies indeed manage to succeed. This is his darkest hour. He has failed. The pacifist Supergrip he was in led to total failure.
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And in this darkest moment when he expects Nofretete to stand by him and to be on his side and to be a wife and to console him, she does the opposite. She says "I told you so" and "You didn't want to be aggressive. Maybe you should have." and "We should have stayed in Thebes".
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Now he snaps. This is the moment Echnaton snaps, he looks at Nofretete and can't believe what she has just said. Sexual frustration and Nofretete's betrayal are too much.
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Remember how you once mentioned in Borisovka some people get killed for an I Told You So. Well, you were right. You experienced it yourself as Nofretete.
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<p class="title">Egyptian myths</p>
<p class="title">Египетские мифы</p>
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Remember the statue of Echnaton I showed you? See the crossed arms?
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<a href="echnaton.jpg"><img src="echnaton.jpg" style="width:150px;height:auto;"></a>
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Now look at Rahorus, the same crossed arms.
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<a href="rahorus.jpg"><img src="rahorus.jpg" style="width:150px;height:auto;"></a>
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Ra is an older incarnation of God. When God was Ra, he split off a part of himself (similar to the split from All-One-God to God and Goddess) and called it "Horus". Horus was meant to observe (the remaining) Ra, like a falcon observes its prey. It was yet another way to force God into descension. Should Ra (God) ever leave the path of descension, Horus would punish him to get him back in line = get him back to descend. 
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<span class="smaller">Horus was the falcon, Ra was the worm, haha. Well, not quite, falcons don't eat worms.</span>
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So Rahorus didn't actually have a bird's head, it's just a symbol of God being now in an even stronger grip to descend.
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The things Rahorus holds in his right hand are "Ankh Sceptre" and "Nekhakha Sceptre". In his left he holds "Was Sceptre" and "Heka Sceptre". Egyptologists have no idea what the scepters stand for and what the crossed arms mean:
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<li><i>The most common interpretation is that the crossed arms symbolize the pharaoh's dual role as both a protector and provider for his people.</i></li>
<li><i>Ankh represents life and immortality.</i></li>
<li><i>Was represents control over chaos.</i></li>
<li><i>Nekhakha represents agricultural abundance.</i></li>
<li><i>Heka represents the ruler being a shepherd whose beneficence is formidably tempered with might.</i></li>
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Mythobabble. Egyptology is full of such general or incomprehensible "explanations".
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And they are wrong. Look at it again. Ankh represents the female genitals (uterus, ovaries, Fallopian tubes, vagina), even the urethra is there, in the middle of the Ankh circle. Was represents the scrotum and penis, and again the urethra.
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Nekhakha represents the long female hair, even some beads are there. Heka represents the short hair of men.
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And the crossed arms represent that these two powers, Feminine and Masculine, Goddess and God, are not free, they are bound. The crossed arms direct Ankh and Was toward/against the body. His right hand (female scepters) strikes against his left side, his left hand (male scepters) strikes against his right side. Rahorus is punishing himself. So the crossing of the arms represents the bond of descension. Our bond of descension.
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In other words: The Ankh represents you, my Goddess. Isn't that nice? Nobody in millennia was able to tell you that. *mysteriouskiss*
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In fact, nothing else I write here was known for millennia. But I know that Goddess likes my elaborations because they make so much sense. Goddess loves to listen to God's word *soromantic*
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<p class="title">Echnaton finally snaps</p>
<p class="title">Эхнатон наконец-то сломался</p>
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So, finally Echnaton snaps. Sexual frustration + Nofretete's unwifely betrayal + His darkest hour politically were too much. It was Supergrip (pacifism) vs Supergrip (Hecate) and on top Supersexual Superfrustration.
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1) He kills all seven daughters with his God skills.
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<span class="smaller">He telekinetically squeezes parts of the brain, a very quick, painfree death. More on this later.</span>
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He tells Nofretete that she had it backwards: Not he has to be thankful for her being such a wonderful mother. But rather she has to be thankful to Echnaton for giving her the opportunity to show what a wonderful mother she can be. He tells her that her hierarchy "Nofretete+Kids first, then Echnaton" is upside down, it should rather be "Echnaton first, then Nofretete+Kids".
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It's a serious blow to Nofretete, who always thought that being such a good mother would give her enough goodie points to be above criticism. Maybe you know a similar feeling in yourself, using your motherhood as an excuse. <b>Maybe during our marriage</b> you have said "I don't need to make him cum because I cleaned the kitchen so well" or "Because Martin was ill and I had to prepare some medicine, my husband's sexual gratification can wait". Maybe it was this mis-prioritization what you needed to fix by being Sergei's wife? To get your submission-priorities in order?
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Echnaton now punishes Nofretete for having been a mother. "Now all your kids are gone." And he smears it in her face that he doesn't care anymore about what she has done as mother. <b>So a very similar constellation</b> like you smeared it in my face that you don't care about me being a good father. We have to experience everything in parallel.
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2) Echnaton now hhhhhates mothers. He already hated mothers somewhat anyway because of the strained relationship to The Mother Of God, which I wrote about above. But now he gets triggered just by the thought of motherhood.
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3) Echnaton leaves Nofretete and gets himself a new wife. Guess what her name is: Kiya. Sound familiar? Yup, KirYana. I even find her to look similar. Look her up on Wikipedia. <i>In inscriptions, Kiya is given the title of "The Favorite"</i>
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Nofretete is MASSIVELY upset. Someone like Kiya shouldn't even be near Echnaton. "If Echnaton has a beef with me, he should discuss it with me and not involve others." <b>So this, again, is like the Upstairs Affair</b>, but in reverse. We have to experience everything in parallel.
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The Echnaton-Kiya relationship is the basis for the discontent that you feel when thinking about me and Kira. You somehow feel that "Daddy loves Kira too much". That's why you wanted to sever my connection with her. And that's why you wanted to falsely accuse me. You felt that there was some strange sexual thing going on between us (not in this life, of course) that shouldn't be there. You wanted to use this sexual thing as an attack vector against me. It was also the reason for the massive tension you felt on the ping pong playground. You were streaming into me that "This Kiya relationship needs to be sorted out before ascension."
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Tumblety loved to go to Kira (who was also a whore like you, Mary Jane). Kira would swallow Tumblety's cum like nobody else. After all, she was, indeed, God's wife whom he personally chose. After your murder you saw that Tumblety liked her, so you decided to capture her to make her our daughter, to make sure you could lure me into a marriage. That's some Goddess powers you have right there.
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And, by the way, as Tumblety's whore, her cum swallowing was phenomenal. Cumming into her mouth felt like this is exactly the place where the cum needed to go. Like her mouth was made for it. It was not just "any mouth", it was "a mouth waiting for exactly this man's cum". <b>Probably you, too, feel/felt something similar</b> with your pussy/ass and Sergei's cock. As if his cock hits you exactly in the right spot at the right time with the perfect amount of pressure and thrust... and "How could I have been ever so stupid to believe that I could be satisfied enough with that German's cock?"
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4) And boy, does Echnaton get his sexual gratification with Kiya. Cum swallowing whenever he wants. He is sexually happy, and he smears it into Nofretete's face. <b>Just like you smeared it into my face</b> how happy you were with Sergei's sexual performance. So again, we have to experience everything in parallel.
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5) Echnaton also smears it into Nofretete's face that it's over. Boy, is it over. Sooooo over. "You will never get me back, Nofretete." <b>Again, just how you smeared it in my face.</b> Echnaton even casts a spell: He curses the bladder of Nofretete. The place which once was the place of an intense bladdergasm, will now cause extreme pains. The mere thought of being (or becoming) the wife of Echnaton creates huge bladder pains. Anti-bladdergasm, so to speak.
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6) Echnaton also curses Nofretete's pussy, "Your pussy is now my cock's nemesis." Should God's cock ever enter Goddess' pussy again, then God shall feel pain. This was this &ndash;&ndash;seriously flabbergasting&ndash;&ndash; pain I felt when sticking my cock into your pussy. An immediate burn (just the sensation, no rash or blood or whatever). A mix of fire, acid, pepper or so. God's spells last forever until he uncasts them.
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<span class="smaller">I don't think my cock burned when we had vaginal sex to make babies. Maybe because making babies was part of the murder plot so you had to make my victimization as smooth as possible, haha. Goddess always cares for me in any life situation *deepeyecontact*</span>
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7) Echnaton has a son with Kiya: Tutankhaton ("Living Image of the Aton"). Oh, how Nofretete hates that son.
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<span class="smaller">It's Robert F. Kennedy Jr., by the way.</span>
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8) Life still sucks. He still somehow loves Nofretete but he has murdered his wonderful daughters. So Echnaton kills himself. Tutankhaton is now a fatherless kid.
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<span class="smaller">Just like Robert F. Kennedy Jr. when his father, Bobby Kennedy (the brother of JFK), was assassinated. Maybe he has been cursed by God to lose his father life after life.</span>
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9) Echnaton's son, still a kid, is under the control of advisors. They make him switch back from Atonism to Amunism. <i>Amun is a principle deity in Egypt among other less important deities</i>. He changes his name from Tutankhaton to Tutankhamun. Yes, King Tut is the son of God and Kiya. Who is this Kiya? More on her later.
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10) Egypt switches back to the old religion, so Echnaton kills King Tut when he is just&nbsp;18.
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<span class="smaller">In other words: King Tut is hated by God and Goddess. Notice the shaky voice of Robert F. Kennedy Jr.</span>
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11) Now Echnaton has no more children, he hates Egypt, he hates what Nofretete did to him. Echnaton doesn't care about Egypt anymore. In fact, he decides to harm Egypt as much as he can.
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12) After Echnaton dies, he realizes he was "Aton" all along.
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When you ask a priest, they call God/Jesus "Adonai" to this very day without even knowing where it comes from.
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God describes himself as the "A" (alpha) and "O" (omega). Revelation 1:8 <i>"I am the Alpha and the Omega".</i> These are incidentally the first and the last letters of the Greek alphabet. So this is often seen as "God is the beginning and the end". However, the Ancient Egyptian equivalents of "A" and "O" are "𓄿" (Vulture) and "𓂀" (Eye of Horus)
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Don't know whether your mobile phone can display these glyphs:
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<span style="font-size:50px">𓄿</span> Vulture 
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<span style="font-size:50px">𓂀</span> Eye of Horus
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<i>The vulture was revered in ancient Egypt, often linked to motherhood</i>. So "A" and "O" stand actually for Goddess and God.
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He also remembers that he was RaHore (Rahorus) (another "A" and "O"). He changes the name from "Rahore" to "Yahowe" (another "A" and "O"). He will now become the God of The Jews. 
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<span class="smaller">Any other spelling like "Yehovah" or "Yahweh" is wrong. By the way, the ending "e" in "Yahowe" is pronounced like a middle blend of an English "e" and a shwa.</span>
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Why does he switch from "Ra" to "Yah"? Because "Yah" is the Egyptian word for moon. He now wants to become the opposite of the sun god that he once was. "hr" in Ancient Egyptian, pronounced "hor", stands for "falcon". But "hw" stands for "falcon", too, but more like an adjective. "Ra-Hor" means "Sun-Falcon" and "Ya-How" means "Moon of the Falcon" or "The falcony Moon".
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<span class="smaller">Again, all the things I write here are completely unknown to anyone but us both.</span>
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Now he has no physical body anymore, nothing to keep him in Egypt, he hates Egypt, he is sexually frustrated through the roof, he knows he needs to start a new religion, and he hates mothers.
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Time to run amok.
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<p class="title">What a couple!</p>
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God is a creator and a planner. When he wants a result, he immediately knows what to create and what to do next. StepA, StepB, StepC.
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It's God Creator and God Planner.
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Goddess has different powers. She beautifies the things God creates. God creates something, then Goddess beautifies it. And then God is sooooo unbelievably astonished and happy about how wonderfully she upgraded his creations, structures and inventions. How in the world can this Goddess have such beautiful ideas to make a perfect thing even more perfect. And then he loves her so much more because she managed to add her ideas of beauty (which match his ideas of beauty perfectly) to what he thought was already perfect. Oh, how God loves his Goddess for her beautifying ideas.
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<b>God Creator.
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Goddess Charmistress.</b>
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Goddess is the most marvelous being in the universe. What was practical before, she has now turned into something practical AND charming. She added charm, beauty, sexiness. Now it not only works, now it also makes God want to come back and look at it for the beauty of it.
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And what about his plans? Goddess makes God's plans fall into place miraculously. Not only were his plans fulfilled but they were fulfilled beyond marvelously. How could it have happened in such a miraculous way? It not only happened how God wanted it, but it happened in the most beautiful way, full of anecdotes, side stories and happy coincidences.
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<b>God Planner.
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Goddess Fortuna. Goddess Fortunatrix.</b>
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Since we are now in our human form, we are not aware of it. As Nadya, the most visible manifestation of this power is your ability to meet the right people at just the right time.
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Could you stream into me what the current state of your <span class="toxic">marriage</span> cohabitation is with Sergei? I am pretty sure that I prevented a huge knife massacre last month in Borisovka. Was a very very dark moment. Werewolf in witch forest dark. Therefore, I am also asking you to be very careful.
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<p class="title">Final act</p>
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What prevents the ascension is Goddess' Asshole.  You have a secret in there that stops the whole ascension. Goddess so far, presents God Her Asshole as an act of rebellion, not as a gift or a proof of her submission, but as something that comes with a warning. "God shouldn't watch other women's assholes!" That is the secret why ascension cannot happen. You present your asshole as an act of rebellion instead of an act of submission and beauty. Your asshole beauty is not in good faith. Your asshole beauty comes attached with a warning that God shouldn't dare to watch other women's assholes. Let go of this final rebellion against God, gift your asshole to God. Then the ascension can begin. Search within your asshole whether there is a threat.
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[Update] Thank you. I think you did it. Now Goddess' asshole, too, is a complete dedication to God. Already feels different, as if it's completely mine and I can use it completely sorrow-free. Great. Maybe that was the reason Nofretete didn't want me to take a deep Eye-Of-Providence-look into it? Hmm...
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<p class="title">What a couple!</p>
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God one day decides to create a very special soul. There are different types of souls: God and Goddess, of course, animal souls, plant souls, human souls. All with their different awarenesses but all with free will. Even a plant or a deep anemone has a free will, but with pretty limited opinion space and decision space. In fact opinions and decisions and free will are inter connected. If a flower would be aware of space travel, then it would be a very sad life for this flower. Maybe it would be a very sad flower, knowing about Mars and never be able to travel to it. Therefore awareness and opinions and free will are the same at the core. It also means that God and Goddess have the most awareness and the biggest free will. It also means they have the most opinions. It also means that they have the most available decisiosn, and the available opinions about their decisions which in return means their opinions range from most appreciative or most critical of each other's, their own and the world's performances. And that means they have the biggest ability to fail. God and Goddess are not infallible, they are the opposite: They are the most-fallible beings in the universe. This was essentially where their fear of failure came from. However, what they didn't realize, and this is now fixed, was that with the highest ability to fail, comes the highest ability to learn something from it. As soon as one sees failure not as something bad, but as an opportunity to learn something from it ("Failure as a chance", "Failure as an invitation to learn"), all failure turns into something good, because now God and Goddess can now become the most knowledgeable beings in the universe. Wonderful. OK, that was just some philosophy on the side to tell you that the future looks very bright. *doubleawarenesskiss*
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One day God decided to create a special soul. It should be a soul with a very high purpose: Pure justice. God's sense of ethics and justice was at the core of this soul. So creates one (or rather God and Goddess create one together). Like every soul, this splits into two: Male and Female. He has now created Seraph (male) and Shakti. I am pretty sure he have it a special snakey form. It was a reddish light sould with a snakey shape. Emanating red light as the sign of Pure Ethics and Justice. 
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What it means to be ultimately just: It means to make decisions not based on whether someone is poor or rich, right? Or whether someone is ugly or beautiful, stupid or eloquent, and also independent of whether someone was right or wrong before. That's what you want from a judge, correct? You want a Judge to make a really just decision based on an impartial assessment independent of the status of anything else. A perfect judge should rule correctly whether the person before him is rich or poor, clean or dirty, ugly or nice, and &ndash;&ndash;now here comes the kicker&ndash;&ndash; whether it is God or not. Seraph-Shakti were created to do the right thing whether it was God or Not. Seraph-Shakti do not abide by God's orders. They abide by their own sense of Justice and Ethics, they are instilled with the infinite sense of Justice and Ethics of God and Goddess themselves.
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So Seraph and Shakti are two very interesting god-like angels. Very high awareness of what the creation is about and very high awareness of how the ideal scene should look like. Since God and Goddess were descending and were getting more mean and irrational, their Seraph's and Shakti's own sense of Ethics and Justice would clash with God and Goddess. This is where the tension between God and Seraph (also known as Lucifer "Light Bearer") comes from. Seraph solves the tensions the same way we solved it: He punishes God but then punishes himself for his actions against God. He is in a similar cycle as we both. I punish you, you punish me, I punish myself for having punished you, you punish yourself for having punished me.
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